YTL Residence

something really wanna to share with everyone who reading my blog..lolz..

i saw YTL's residence at the cool hunter dis evening..
one words to describe my feeling..WOW!!!!
it's really not so easy to see houses or residence like YTL's house in Malaysia d..
mostly we only will saw all these nice building in overseas..but it's really did have in Malaysia..wow.. although it is not local's architect's work..but still.. we can see YTL really damn rich lo..hehehehe..
what if uncle YTL is reading dis?! ya..i really love your house la!! hehehehe

let's see the photos of it..(copyright of thecoolhunter.net)

The building includes nine bedrooms, two family rooms, a family kitchen and a private dining area, a family library, a game room, a study, a public reception area, a formal dining room, a ballroom, chapel (ya, they have their own chapel, i heard because they are Christian,so it's for their own family usage,cool har?) , 21 bathrooms (lol,so many bathroom man!! i wish i can have one of it, with a bath tub in it..haha), a swimming pool (which it is really nice!i love it too), two guest suites plus indoor private and guest parking.

huge right?! anyway, i do love the spiral staircase..it's look like a rose with the material application of it..CUN la..love this spaceship house so much..haha
i wish i can be so rich too..hahahaha..

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GOLD fairlady~~

wow wow..let's share the Gold fairlady i saw at Pavilion jocky parking there..
i Love the colour..so luxury..
and i think it's look like another Transformer for me..haha
would like to know the owner of this fairlady..he got somehow unique taste..XD

3 view of these nice fairlady

Love is....by藤井樹

其實不是有個女孩，而是有兩個女孩。
一個出現在之前，一個出現在之後。
姑且，我們叫她之前，也叫她之後。
而他界在之前與之後之間，姑且，我們叫他永遠。
之前出現在永遠之前，在很久以前。
她的笑永遠忘不掉，她的大眼睛永遠忘不掉，
她的聲音永遠忘不掉，她的可愛永遠也忘不掉。
而她給永遠的傷害，永遠也忘不掉。
在很久以前，之前愛上了另一個男孩，她沒告訴永遠

所以永遠一直以為之前依然深愛著永遠。
直到之前的大眼睛裡再也沒有永遠，
再也沒有愛著永遠的光芒閃爍著，
永遠才發現，之前變了。
但永遠看不出之前哪裡變了。
或許是態度變了，或許是語氣變了，
或許是感情變了，或許是整個人都變了。

但永遠不想承認之前變了，因為永遠相信著之前，
他深深的愛著之前。
直到永遠看見之前與另一個男孩，
在永遠所熟悉的那張溫暖的床舖上。

永遠的心在那一剎那間流不出血來，連哭泣的力氣都沒有，
只是靜靜的看著之前與那男孩的纏綿。
但永遠選擇繼續愛著之前，寧願忘記之前的錯。
有一天，永遠告訴之前:
「我可以什麼都無所謂，只要讓我繼續愛著妳。」
之前只是冷冷的看著永遠，
然後冷冷的說:『我忘不了他。』

就這樣，永遠與之前將近700個日子的愛情畫上了紅色的句號。

後來，永遠變了。
永遠變得不再重視愛情，永遠開始玩弄愛情，
永遠把自己關在自己心裡，
因為永遠發現，不讓自己跑出來才是真正安全的。
永遠開始學著之前，因為他覺得之前愛人的方式好輕鬆，
讓人好不能離開或忘懷。
永遠看著自己曾經被之前割過的感情傷口，發現那是一種成長，
不管是不是負面的，他都喜歡那傷口留下的痕跡。

所以永遠開始為所欲為，開始依然故我，
開始漫不經心，開始一切都不在乎。
只要是安全的，不會再被傷害的，永遠都喜歡。

直到之後出現了。
之後是個絕頂聰明的女孩。
之後有所有永遠沒見過的女孩特質，
有永遠沒嘗試過的愛情挑戰，
有永遠沒聽過的特別見解，
有永遠從來沒見過的可愛。
因為之後總是能讓永遠吃鱉，所以永遠對之後很感興趣。


永遠開始追之後，很努力的追之後，
之後發覺自己
已經沒有辦法抵擋永遠的攻勢。
之後跟永遠在一起了。

但請記得，永遠已經是個為所欲為，依然故我，漫不經心，
什麼都無所謂的永遠了。
他追之後的時候是這樣，
追到之後的時候也是這樣。
但之後要的不是這樣。
之後是個愛情至上的女孩，
之後喜歡甜蜜，喜歡浪漫，
喜歡沉浸在愛情裡的感覺，
喜歡所有永遠不喜歡的。

所以永遠漸漸發現，
之後只是個特別過頭的女孩，
並不是他想要的。
永遠喜歡自由，喜歡無拘無束，
喜歡依自己的方式過愛情，
喜歡所有之後不喜歡的。

有一天，之後告訴永遠:
『你好冷淡。』
永遠聽了之後，只是冷冷的告訴之後:
「我就是這樣，因為之前教我的。」

看到這裡，或許你們會發現，
之前真是厲害，永遠真是笨蛋，
而之後真是可憐。但故事還沒完。

就在之後與永遠在一起的第九天，
永遠與之後分手了。
原因無它，只是永遠覺得之後不適合他，
而之後覺得永遠可以改變。
永遠真的不會變，
永遠將永遠都是那個為所欲為，
依然故我的永遠。

之後開始軟化，
開始無所謂永遠不變的事實，
開始委屈自己，
開始發覺自己深深愛著永遠。
但，永遠愛之後嗎?
不。永遠只是在那一剎那間發現自己愛上了之後，
在永遠為之後叫了輛往機場的計程車，
為之後關上門的那一剎那。
只是那一剎那而已，永遠還是不愛之後。
因為永遠覺得之後只是個特別過了頭的女孩，
並不是永遠想要的。

後來，之後回到了台北。
之後很難過，
之後很想念永遠，
之後願意為永遠放棄所有，
甚至是尊嚴。

分手後的第一天，之後告訴永遠:
『我可以什麼都無所謂，只要讓我繼續愛你。』
有沒有覺得這句話很熟悉?

是的。
這是永遠在很久以前告訴過之前的那句話，
不顧所有的尊嚴，
任意踐踏自己的那句話。
永遠嚇了一跳，永遠彷彿看見了自己跪在之前的面前，
掉著男兒不輕彈的眼淚，苦苦哀求之前再給他一次機會。
後來，之後傷透了心，因為永遠告訴了之後:
「我忘不了她。」
　
之前在哪?
之前在永遠心裡最愛也最恨的地方。
　
之後在哪?
之後在永遠心裡最痛也最深的地方。
　
永遠在哪?
永遠在之前心裡最愧疚的地方。
　
永遠其實不遠，之前其實也不前，之後也不很後。

只是愛情在這三者之間，存在的只是痛。
這一切都是因為.....
「我忘不了他(她).....」


愛情，在沒有過去與未來的牽絆時，才是真正公平的。會覺得自己在看一篇讓腦筋轉動的文章~
必須讓自己很清醒也很安靜的思考這文章~

"永遠其實不遠，之前其實也不前，之後也不很後"
很多時候人很矛盾~在自己的圈圈內打轉而不自覺~
為了未來仿造過去認為的對~
為了不傷自己~選擇傷害別人~

為什麼人總學不會在傷痛之後~
讓傷痛不在出現在別人身上~

誠如音樂裡的"成全"歌詞
不要為了勉強可笑的尊嚴~
所有的悲傷丟在分手那天~
未必永遠才算愛得完全~
一個人的成全好過三個人的糾結~

也許曾經付出愛真的難收回也難癒合~
但是糾結下去似乎沒有很大的幫助~
只會讓傷口永遠痛著~

喜歡這一句話
Love : 愛情，在沒有過去與未來的牽絆時，才是真正公平的

也許曾經付出愛真的難收回也難癒合~
但是糾結下去似乎沒有很大的幫助~
只會讓傷口永遠痛著~


但願大家都能細細品味思考~

i have another lovely weekend again..

it's been a really good feeling of still being so in love..
i feel like i'm just falling in love with him again and again..
Bee, i really glad to have you!!
thanks for your accompany..^_^ i appreciate it...
anyway, finally i got the chance to watch "The Curious Case of Benjamin Button"
i love this movie...the story is really touching..
their love story is touching!! real touching!!
nearly 3 hours movie, worth to watch it la..
anyone who haven't watch it.. MUST go and watch it~~
and Brad Pitt got a superb cute and young look in the movie..
wow.. he is really HANDSOME!!!!!


then Sunday morning, we have special dating..lolz..
Bee called me up on Friday asking if he can joined the club for trial, so that he can accompany for work out at gym.. den i asked.. unfortunately only manage to get one day trial..lolz..
i think that's really enough..as Bee is more serious than me in doing gym..haha..
lolz.. it's fun and thanks Bee to teaching me to use those machine..wow..i learn alot today..hehe.. muackss~~~ and i hope i can be more serious in doing gym la...will more hardworking one..

can see right?! i'm so not serious..keep snapping photos around..lolz.
he is my 1 day personal trainer..lolz.. i love our date~~

anyway,
i will have Kukup Trip with my colleagues in coming 7-8 March..
wow wow..another vacation for me..syiok~~~~

p/s: i feel like changing my hp to W910i, White colour one is so damn cun la..T_T

my Vday!!

well.. this my 1st valentine celebration with my bee..
we don't have fancy celebration, romantic candle light dinner..
but yet.. bee with me, i very happy already..
anyway, thanks bee for the sweet sweet weekend..
you really know how to make me happy~~~
and he giving me surprise!!!
my 1st roses from guy..and glad that it is from HIM..MUACKS MUACKS..

really didn't expecting him of giving me anythings..
but surprisely..
and our dinner we have it with Yovi and Demon the couple too..
went to Look Out Point together..lolz..
the food is not as good as we expected..
but still i LOVE the night view of it..

he did it...so sweet..muacks bee


the roses he gave..and see how happy i am..and honestly i am jumping around the house that day..lolz..


my gift for him..selfmade card..lolz..OKLA OKLA!!!
i admit la..i'm not good in doing all dis artwork!!!


KL night view from Look Out Point.. i think bee's got better snap..forget to take from him


our valentine dinner set..


this is y i hate flashlight..and also.. i damn too lazy to edit picture in PS..lolz..
well..dis us..happy valentine~~~

my AWESOME Weekend

old post!!! but not so old..lolz..

anyway, i having awesome weekend for my 1st week of Feb..
having so much fun with my friends on Saturday!!! CUN!!!CUN!! CUN!!!
and have a sweet and happy outing with bee and my very OLD fren..lolz

Christine held the steamboat party at her place- my first time to drove to Puchong..
anyway, it took us like a long journey to reach her place.. due to Wymen's car broke down at Jln Pudu.. WTF!!! den me and Jameson was become hero la..go to rescue him..end up we 12am plus plus only reach Christine's house.. starving for FOOD!!!
and yes.. we have dis alcohol section where we playing some card games..funny!!!
we drank alot, Tiff down, Jameson down, den most of us down.. even i throw out when Christine carry me up to her room.. lolz.. that's the funny part..
so when will be our next round?!
i love Barcadi la!!!!!!

finally the tol car came.. after waiting for like 2 hours or 3 hours..JIALAT!!! i got so much patient one meh!??
Wymen's Xiao Bai being pull jor.. yeah yeah!!! FINALLY
this picture took when i am so damn bored standing at the roadside..quite nice la..2 macho guys..lolz

LET's START the PARTY

our food..yummy!!love the soup

say hi to Christine's new family member, MAYA..damn cute la..love her so much.. but too active liao..haha

crazy cardgames.. loser have to drink Barcadi or JD kao kao~~~ salute to our miss LOSER, Christine, she holding JD superb kao..yucks..

the time both of us still sober.. XD


the time we get to start tipsy..and i look so silly ...lolz..


funniest of the day.. even Fluffy also get tipsy!!! and fxxx ppl..lolz..T_T i kena rape la..jialat

tiff down, jamie down... both of them confess to the dustbin..and welll.. i'm the last one who using it man.. aww..XD

Sunday morning woke up early to go home from Christine's house.. den cause allergic after taking heavy alcohol..i slept back after took some pil.. too itchy d.. den when i woke up again around lunch time.. i feel emo.. still feel blur..and kind of emo that can't see bee on sunday..den suddenly received his sms saying that he actually will coming after lunch-ing with his kai ma & kai pa..so start planing of our sunday outing.. den get call from my dearest OLD fren--Yovi...lolz..den end up we hanging out together gather..double dating..lolz..
finally got the chance to go play bowling d..YEAH!!!
and da main point is..i wanna go and eat the Kindori's Ice Cream i got the RM20 Voucher from Makanlah.com!! can't waste it la..somemore the icecream look so delicious..
so we have a very fun day out..and we watched midnight movie too.. SO syiok..

bowling..bowling..play it when u are boring!! lolz


love their snack.. ate til so full until i din finish my proper meal..lolz... snack snack!!!

here our kindori's Ice cream.. they blend it on the spot when u choose the favour..wow..quite nice!! i think i'll go back for others favour..SOON!! and i think it is not expensive too.. should go and try la!!

lol funny pics.. the 2 couples of the sunday outing..yoyo~~

Love is In the Air

Happy Valentine to all peoples out there..
no matter you are single or mingle or married or attched..lolz..
hope u guys enjoy the day..



HAPPY VALENTINE!!!!!

(will update soon)