幻想着自己是条鱼

天气热爆了...这种鬼天气，真的没有空调的房间是很痛苦的..
真的好希望自己是条鱼，一直在水里，冷冷的，多好噢..XD

刚刚跟了老公的死党和他的未来老婆一起吃饭..又中了红炸弹..哈哈..
那么巧的，就是在我跟老公一周年纪念的前一天.. 今年的6月7月会是个充满欢喜的一个月吧..
刚刚听到他们说好像6月头会去新山哦，如果可以顺便去新加坡..哈哈..
期待... 我也还在等待我的小蓝宝贝到手.. 快点办好手续啦..慢死人了..:(

废话不多说，看戏去了...

无奈...当你需要车子，又没有的时候，真的是很无奈...
想说快点出门，快点解决问题，快点将借来的车归还原主...
或许因为这样mang chang了，结果，搞到如此地步..
真的，我很想放弃这次有的机会..或许问题就不会出现了..
我干嘛那么拼啊？？

等待原来是那么漫长的....

excited!!

finally the final decision was made.. although not many ppl supporting me to getting the 2nd hand car we saw.. well, since the car is really in good condition, main point, i like it! haha.. cute car ma..
just submitted my documents to applying loan.. the car seller said, maximum 15 days..den i can get my car, but in condition, the loan must approve first la.. should be not a big prob for applying loan ba..

can't wait to have my own car.. so excited!! no need to depend on hubby that much d..hehe..
i can go the place i want, no matter when..:P no need to wake up so early, since my working hours is so late ma..XD but, another commitment again.. awww, like what my colleague said, that's encourage us to earn more money!! you're right!!!!!!

awaiting for the new life.. :)

一大盆诉苦的口水！！

胸口闷闷的..今天留了好多泪，病也还没好..
现在整个人都好累，今天是怎么了？！
果然我就是不能够承受压力的人吧？不过就是觉得不能随便做决定..
今天，工作上面对了传说中的"公司politic",即使是以前的公司我都没有受过这般的感觉过..
只可以说，我现在公司的女人，都不好惹..
而且，在公司感觉不到一丝些的team work..即使我们新员工之间想要创有这个文化，也被老板娘的过敏心态给抹煞了.. 负了他们可以每天都检查cctv..
我们可是designer,为什么做到好像一点都没有创意,那么死板板呢？？
我还蛮喜欢跟着我老板工作，可是，如果management那边还是一样，说真的，我可是东家不打，打西家了..没必要另到自己每天都那么难受吧..又不是领10k的薪水..:(

憋开工作，最近烦着买车的问题..父母依然坚持我买新车，老公说只是代步工具，不要让自己那么负担，2手的就好，如果是kelisa,我就无所谓..反正，也只是代步..
今天，看了车，我又开始烦恼了，如果，硬要短期内找到一辆合意的2手车，并不容易咯..:(
而且，我要求又那么多.. 刚才，见了父母后，他们也开始算给我听，不过，很感动都是，虽然他们不怎么支持我买2手车，不过，老豆还是说会帮我在马六甲看看，毕竟kl的车都会卖得比较贵..
烦啊烦.. 我也不想每天都跟老公吵架..我知道我很情绪化..可是，问题是，我觉得买车并不是像买菜那么容易，如果你买到了坏了的菜，你不是一直要花更多的钱吗？而且我们又不是内行人..

不过，今天有父母突然的到访，我很开心下的..很久没有一起坐下来聊天了..

我好像最近脾气越来越不好了 ..
工作压力，买车的烦恼..
没车很不方便，每次都要麻烦老公..
最近的他也非常忙，也不明白为何就很爱找他吵架似的..
烦啊..感觉今早也有弄到他吃到火似的..
但愿能快点解决买车的问题.. 我不想一直拖累他..
这样也会令到我自己心里不平衡而一直不肯忍让..
希望一切赶快定局，我也不想一直这样下去...:(

tunnel

realise that i got really weird excitment on tunnel on our trip to Penang...
bee reminds me that, everytime when we going to enter the tunnel, i was start to get excited..
i'm a person who afraid of darkness..but tunnel seems to be giving me a comfortable feeling, because, the lights ON all the way.. but if it's a dark tunnel, i'll afraid to go in..XD
hoho, now only i realise, i enjoy of tunnel so much..XD

22 hours more

to see the real with my own eyes...

so so so so excited!!!!!!!!!!!

suddenly think of it...

suddenly all those memories between 2 of us flashing back..
another 10 more days, will be our 2nd year being together.. and also our first overseas trip together :) excited of it!!!
think back how both of us together , it's always make me smile like a silly woman...
sometimes a small decesion really will make your life change alot..
thinking back those sweet days while both of us still staying at our own places,
i'm staying at cheras, pandan indah, while he staying at PJ..
when he got no car that time, motor is his transportation.. and i got motor ride phobia..but he changes me.. he is really a safe driver, i think he's the oni motorcyclist i trust on :P
when he got car, he will travel all the way from pj to cheras, sometimes just to peek on me :) so sweet of him...
although it's not something so special, as i doubt most of the guy will do dis for their girlfren..but this is something that really make me happy..:)
another things is,after married life, since we already staying together, no more talking on phone like more than 2 hours XD and dis remind me of quite a long time didn't pillow talk with him thou..

well.. thanks god i got him , thanks for loving me..

rolling on the big bed...bee is going out to social with the big bosses again ...
can't steal his pillow when he want to sleep this few nights..:(
but see the bright side.. i got a really big bed to roll on XD
and conquering all his pillows tonight
wishing him to get home soon..
night~