bad June i ever have :(

it's my bad luck month ever..:( i really hope the bad luck go away asap!!!
hopefully will get another good start next month...
about my working life, i have decided to stay.. as Tommy really offer better than the new company..
although the HR still being so unfriendly..but, i really don't care already...
since my boss also knew what happen in office, even Jordon, the big boss said he knew..
boss move me into another room.. more privacy for me as i really can do anything i want there..
really comfortable alot..
and i really still didn't get any idea y the bitch hate me so much?!
so, let's see what this bitch want to play with me...

anyway, blubba is back to mama d.. but the old blubba is gone..T_T no cool jor..
without a skirting is so so so..not cool :(
and blubba's radiator is spoilt.. so changed new one..:(
back tyre got prob.. change one pair new one.. :(
den i ask the foreman to service the car as well..
everything cost me RM800.. next time really must becareful d..
not to joke.. wasted the money d..haiz...

吓到脸青青

今天可是人生中第一次车祸...
今天也是我死党的生日... 那么就比较好记啦..
车祸发生在家里附近的转弯处,
上个礼拜，老公曾经提醒我要注意那边，因为他驾我车时在那个ｃｏｒｎｅｒ也差点ｂｕａｎｇ．．
结果今天就发生在我身上了．．意外时，我完全控制不到我的ｓｔｅｒｉｎｇ．．就这样撞上了ｄｉｖｉｄｅｒ．．
结果，我前面的ｓｋｉｒｔｉｎｇ完全掉了，好可怜！不过我就吓到脸青青．．：（
可怜的小蓝，不到一个月就受伤了．．．
不知道这次又要花多少钱了．．
啊！！！！！！

finally have talk to my boss about my final decesion of leaving the company..
and today only i get my salary pay cheque..:(
so late only get paid..WTF..
too bad boss din ask me to leave tomorrow XD
somehow request me to stay longer tim..but i said maximum til 5th of july..
so he ask me to stay til 2nd july (friday) ..
hopefuly i can finish the task before end of the month..so i still can cabut early..
i duwan to stay in that torturing company facing the 2 psycho woman anymore..
as indirectly giving me stress while saw their faces.. my nightmare in this field :(

改变主意

想了几天，去了另一个interview..
觉得还是离开现在的公司..interview的公司，benefits还不错..
也对他们公司的工作蛮有兴趣的..
明天我又要再跟我老板丢辞职信了..
如果激怒了他，或许不用一个月我就能离开了XD
说老实话，我还挺希望的:P
祝我自己好运..

结果还是留了下来

星期一给了辞职信给老板娘..
星期二老板跟我商量希望我会留下来帮他..
他说会跟management商量，以后我不必要跟任何人交代，直接对他就好..
然后，他也说会跟他太太商量，以后没必要就不会接手她那边的工作..
老板说希望我给他最后一次机会..而且，他也跟我说了profit sharing..
虽然还是个未知数..不过，希望他不是开空头支票 ..
今天，老板将我的辞职信退还给我..
也明确的看到了，以后应该都不会被老板娘点来跟她处理她的工作..
我应该会再待着试一试..希望老板不会令我失望..

小白受伤了..
今天可是考倒了我老公的EQ和忍耐力..
不过就是他没有爆发乱骂，搞到他妹妹很内疚..
不过钱可以解决的问题就算了吧..没事了，修修就好了..
虽然老公看到他的车还是很心痛..不过小蓝可以暂时替代小白的..
幸好有了小蓝..要不然，我看老公会更烦恼..

明天有interview..希望一切顺利..
希望我跟老公也能找到适合的家..
是时候买屋子安定下来了.. 希望我能想出更好的方法..
让我能够不需要工作那么长时间..

说老实话，有时，事情并不能如愿达成..
有时候，计划好的，未必能实行..
现在，我乱了方寸..只好一切顺其自然了..:(

伴

如果命运可以定做
如果有另一次选择
我想我还是会把手让你紧握
快乐的陪你去坎坷
就算你有天变落魄
就算你老的不能动
我想我还是会挽着你看日落
你的心疼在泪光中
嘴巴上彼此嫌麻烦
眼神中关怀那么满
没说爱却早已认定一辈子的伴
在人前从来不浪漫
在心中却总为对方打算
最懂的人最暖的伴


就算我以后变罗嗦
就算我老了有病痛
我想你还是会照顾我到最后
隐藏最弱不眠不休
嘴巴上彼此嫌麻烦
眼神中关怀那么满
没说爱却早已认定一辈子的伴
在人前从来不浪漫
在心中却总为对方打算
最懂的人最暖的伴


嘴巴上彼此嫌麻烦
眼神中关怀那么满
没说爱却早已认定一辈子的伴
在人前从来不浪漫
在心中却总为对方打算
最懂的人最暖的伴

哦
没有辛酸，没有遗憾
什么是陪伴，什么是心安
你是答案

流年不利..天啊..原本已经开始没那么讨厌我这份工了..结果..
今天在公司又发生不愉快的事..其实陆陆续续都有着些事情令人懊恼..
我都是出了名脾气比较好..不爽的事，小小就算了..可是，佛都有火.. 今天真的一语惊醒了我..
感谢你那么不愿意给我申请星期六半天的假期..说真的4个小时，你真的认为可以做很多东西？
神经病，公司福利已经不是说很好了，还要我为你公司赚不赚钱烦恼？说一大堆废话...
我又不是你的股东.. 我本来都是5天制的人..当初进来时，说好我只是做alternate saturday..
结果我进来后不久，就说management更改，工作时间也改..每个星期六都要工作..
难道我不需要回我的家乡了？连我自己的私人时间都给你？
别以为有钱就大不了，东家不打，打西家..以我的能力，我相信我能够找到更好的..
而且，这份工真的不适合我..management sucks, working hours sucks..
这次我真的真的想清楚了， 我不干了！！
真的事破了我的纪录，第2分工作结果只是做了3个月，还是我给他的probation period..

exciting day!!

finally got my new blubba (car car) .. my previous handphone call blubba.. change it jor..
now another new dark blue colour things came into my life..hehe..
i love it.. it's so damn much convenient with having my own car.. even more opportunity to do some freelance job :P (hope my boss wont read it)
hmm.. it's took me 2 hours to settle those documents signing and waiting the car finish wash by the car dealer.. wait til neck also long.. and july have to renew the road tax d..argh.. must remind myself.. well.. that's all.. new lifestyle on 2010.. love the big changes..:) awaiting for anothers..

good news~~

received sms from Eric dis morning, the car dealer..
he said loan is approved..and i will get my car on friday if there is nothing changes..
wow..i'm start to get excited after read the sms..
and planning to apply half day leave on friday d..hehe..
happy~~~