dream job

what's your dream job when u're a kid?

i remember when i'm still a primary school student, i used to fill in, teacher, doctor lawyer..
but non of this actually is my dream job..
i just don't even know what else occupation is available outside the world..
when i'm standard 5, i heard of something new, Interior Designer..
something new which sound so interesting..
as i know myself like to draw comics when i'm still a kid..
maybe i should become a Cartoonist?! Artist?!
den i don't know what lead me and start to change my dream job into Interior Designer..

and then i'm started to slowly achieve my dream when i get into Form 4,
i choose to take the Science Architecture Class..instead of taking the pure science..
basically because i dislike the Biology subject..but somehow, i found that without Biology,
my Science senses actually is failed! i'm lack of common senses on things about it..XD

and it's feel so fun to adapt something new in my life, but i think without taking tuition on this course, i couldn't did well in this subject too..XD
funny things is, the same teacher for the tuition..WTF.. i think because he didn't teach well in class..so he can earn our extra money!!!!

so, i slowly achieve my dream, choosing to take Interior Design course in KL..
leaving family and friends, start my new journey in KL..
knowing new frens, experience things i never tried.. that's how my journey to achieve my dreams..
somehow, half way study the course, i seems like lose my passion...and i know, definately i wouldn't die as an Interior Designer..

graduate.. search job..my first job , i get offer on the spot..
and i accept it too..:) that's start my happy working life for the 2 years..
and den i get a new job here..
i'm still not happy of what i am.. am i really wanna to become an Interior Designer?
i'm asking myself for so many times..but what else i can be beside this?
i really don't know...i got no other skills, but just the skills in designing Interior..

well..but sometimes, u did feel happy when things u design become reality :)
sharing some of the design i did recently..

the 3d visual of the johnson suisse showroom i design..
and the below is the final works which already done up!! wee~~ so happy to see it!!

well..somehow i wish this rod & cable things can last and hold the faucets..
it's really heavy to carry so many faucets lo!!!

so, here come the Residential.. the latest Living & Dining design of mine..
new proposal to client..

basically because the grey terrazzo tiles lock our design..
so we discuss with the client to giving grey and white design..
but i still wanted to add in some woodgrains..but some greyish woodgrain laminate :)
vintage ..hehehe

below is the other simple and lighter optional design on it..

so how's is my design?!
i think i'm lack of design inspiration lately..sigh..
it's pathetic when i designer got no ideas..T__T

sigh..haven't got reply from it yet..:(
John called me yesterday and ask me the status of it..
i told him i'm awaiting it also..well, he said he try to help me ask over..
perhaps that's the last chance? hehe..if this time didn't work..
then i shall look forward for another one already..

i hope everything will going smooth..
it's time to move on...

Big 4 Concert

This is my first time going concert together with bee :)
no big expectation as i'm not big fans of them..and i dun even know who is Big 4 at the beginning..XD
since bee told me that he got the free tickets, so we just go along for some fun :)
we reached earlier at bukit jalil.. surprisingly there is quite alot ppl..
but also quite alot ppl who late for the concert.. malaysian styel perhaps :P
so we went in the stadium around 745pm, and the concert state to be start on 8pm,
but as u know, concert never punctual on time one..hehe
so we camwhoring inside, take some photos before the show started.

kinda cool with the stage design, 4 nos of BIG 4..hehe
and then the show started, there is 3 girls dacing and singing before it, i dun even know who are them..forget bout it..
so, we enjoyed the show, they are funny and their performance is really amazing..:)
nice concert thou :D
wish to go for another concert again with bee..hehe

ppl who came earlier and participate in this pose and win contest..:P we didn't

here me and my bee camwhoring outside the stadium :D

wee..the stage..and still many ppl outside or late har.. :P

here the show started!! excited!!!! i love lighting..bling bling!!

here the parts where they flashing back old video of them, and they dress up the same as the video..hehe..Edmund with cute wig..:P

here reach the ending part and the climax part..:)

can't able to snap pictures tru out the concert, security was too strict, i duwan my Lumix being temporarily jaga by them..hehe

this the most excited part for the VIP area,hehe..
the big 4 running down the stage shaking hand with them..wee..so cool~~
they might be fans who too high until fainted hor :P
here, the ending of BIG 4, time to go home..
:)

not feeling well

work tasks getting pack..
out of sudden, all the projects in hand comes and need changes in one time..
but i'm seriously need some rest for myself, or else, my sickness wont go away so easily..:(
sickness become serious especially at night, sneezing non stop..
that's the reason i feel so tired after waking up every early morning..

gosh..i really wish i can just taking sick leave..
i was feeling awkful after lunch just now.. maybe the weather is really hot..
drinking water as much as possible seems like not helping..

i need a rest i need a rest...

梦

昨晚在梦里，去了一个好像田园的地方..
然后，梦里出现了一些身边的人物，虽然不是很记得出现的是谁..
不过，印象中就有个大约3岁的小男生吧..他告诉我他快3岁了..
蛮可爱的，不过，他不知道是谁交给我们，叫我们照顾他的..
田园很漂亮... 神秘的小男孩...
奇怪的梦啊..
不过，可以看到可爱的小男孩，还不错啦 ..

刚刚终于有机会见到我老板，
就跟他谈薪水被扣的事情..
唉..他也只是听了，说会通知他老婆和那个accountant..
就这样哦？ 唉，只是说,miscommunication..

无奈

昨天终于拿到支票了，每个月都那么迟才出薪水就算了..
结果，我这个月还是被扣薪..他妈的！！
问了后，她说我的punch card时间有些我没在公司，说或许我是私人问题迟到..
告诉她我是去site,她说我应该回公司后才可以去..那么不是很为难我？
老板都是约我9点多到目的地，我每次都回公司，那么我不是要8点就回到公司？！
无理取闹。。然后开始说公司没有人知道我去哪里。。
很好！那么我就写出来给你..
真是的，很后悔我的留下..
这次，我真的不能再忍了..
一次又一次，如果继续留下，那么12个月，我每个月都要跟她拼..
那么我好像在做自己短命咯。。

tired

recently always go to site..many things happen and hear alot of complain and mumbling from the end user side..shit them la..=_=
chinaman type of bussinessman always like that..hopeless!!
anyway, bee is still busy with the working life...and i'm start to get use to it..
perhaps, i gain more private time for myself..XD

ewww..but now i'm feel myself so smelly with the thinner and some chemical smell which stick to my shirt d..XD
emm...thinking what to have for my dinner later..

was being emotional dis few days..
still not get use to the busy bee who always work late..
feel insecure when he wasn't around there to talk and let me manja with..:(
but he always comfort me when he back..although it's already midnight..
although he is very sleepy and tired..really gladful and appreaciate what he did..
thanks bee for always being so sweet, caring, understanding and tolerance with me..

can't wait for the time passed..
awaiting for our meet up later,
finally you're no need to work late today..
^___^
happy that you msg me and said u miss me..
something sweet that brighten up my day..

bee start new working environment.. his jobscope also different like previous job jor...
now his jobs sometimes need him to work quite late also..that's the cons of the job la..:(
that's means weekdays, i'm not going to see him that long d..maybe when he is back..
i'm already sleep on my lovely bed, dreaming at lala land jor..
maybe it's time for me to learning to be independent gua..
hahahaha.. i can do it one, while others can do it..i also can one..