April 09, 2007

i kind of pessimism recently..haha.. duno is cause of those things happen around me or wat.. my emotion change faster than i ever have..
i thought i can be a happy go lucky gal no matter when.. but i think people will change and growing..i notice my growing d... i duno it's a good things or what.. start from my story and my analyzing..=P
i'm a very dependant girl when i'm just a 17 years old girl.. after form 5, i decided to come KL study...all by myself.. come to a place that i totally strange with.. while all my best frenz are continue their studies at Melaka.. some went for Form 6, some went to MMU...
wel.. alot people said i'm brave.. maybe i'm really braver than i think..haha.. the fact is.. i dun really think so much bout it when i make dis decision.. honestly.. i do cry alot cause of homesick when i'm just a fresh girl.. luckily i met up with nice frenz here.. we do share alot happiness together..
alot things happen when i'm staying at kl... i experience alot things... like what others said.. what didn't kill you, make u stronger... i like dis quote... haha.. very true..i'm a independent girl d.. although i still like to depend on people.. especially my best friends and my family.. only to them, i can being so manja manja...
recently i really dun like people to messing up my life...i duno y.. i quiet easy to get angry on small things.. maybe i'm being too sensitive and over protected myself d..this is what i'm now.. i'm just being who i am.. telling the truth.. i'm changing... maybe just like what Tarot Cards show.. maybe i'm really will getting stronger and become a tough girl nex time.. haha.. i'm wait the day to come.. hope i wouldn't beat by anythings.. GAMBATEI..

FOCUS on my final.. my kid's exploration center.. will showing my works when i done it...

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